Hello guys, welcome back here! I'm sorry for not actively blogging as I'm that busy frequently with matters concerning me the most. I would like to thank you for supporting my YouTube channel 'Transportation in Singapore' and Facebook page 'MRT Singapore Service Information'. Your support has been encouraging to me and I'll make sure you'll get a good chance of my MRT train videos first. However, I'm in the state of depression recently that it gutted my feelings badly.
Recently, my schoolwork is getting hell a lot, because there are examinations coming up and I need to divert some focus on there. But 2 weeks ago, there are a few ex-friends of mine, laterally hurt my feelings alot. This was because they hurt my feelings by saying "my name, f*** you". I felt so bad because I just talking to another person about that matter, but it sparked my feelings and broke me down hell a lot, just like the past months of North-South Line signalling problems.
From there on, I told my trusted adultwhat's that matter and from there on, I immediately cut-off my friendship with them, because I felt that they shouldn't be trusted anymore.
I won't mind if I will relate the C151 and C751B as a human being to me, as I favour them the most and I need something in my imagination.
So, I ran to the MRT station in the rain and C751B 349/350 pick me up and send me home. I feel that that train knows what I'm up to till today. So, I managed to (rant) myself over the traction motor sound, as the C751B traction motor is the best way for me to vent off all my frustrations. I feel that the ride home is awesome to me as it is honestly, a good train to ride back and the train is being hardworking.
Then, on 19 August, I took the night train off from Choa Chu Kang. C151 039/040 decided to look for me and takes me for a ride to Bt Gombak. I see the night is falling and the sky is turning dark soon. So, I feel like (crying) in the train as if I want to relieve all my negative feelings away. After that, C751B 339/340 (349/350 buddy), came to Bt Gombak and take me home.
About a week ago, another shit came back again by the same group of ex-friends. This time they scolded me off for nothing and I don't even bother to entertain them! Who give a damn to those who don't even bother about my feelings. I feel myself, better to be 'anti-social' in school now and I would look up to the C151, C651 and C751B. This is because they have done enough shit to me!
So, I went to the same MRT station again and 349/350 picks me up again. This time, it cheered me up with its best traction motor sound and gives me a freedom to rant off all my frustrations. I feel that 349/350 really understand me well and it would come to me whenever I faced relationship problems with my friends.
Today, another shit happens! Now, they are cursing me for nothing and wants to reverse what I've done to make myself comfortable. I feel that this is completely unacceptable and I want them to learn the hard way, so they understand how I feel if they put themselves into the shoe of mine. Yes, completely unacceptable and it is freaking bad to see this and hurts my feeling as well. I feel that enough is enough. So, I've no choice, but to head down to the MRT station again and 349/350 sent it's great buddy, 319/320 to me. 319/320 takes me home so as 349/350 did.
Overall, I would like to thank 039/040, 319/320, 339/340 and 349/350 to take my negative feelings away through the traction motor sound and your great ride. Without you, I would have gone from this world already because my negative thoughts has triggered my mind.
To keep myself moving, I'll make sure every week, there would be a train videos from me, for you to watch. This is to make sure I'm still supporting my 7 years of hobby, being a trainspotter. Soon, I'll be looking forward to my Favourite course once I managed to clear all my hell work successfully. Till the next time, see you soon!
Best regards,
Kitaro Fong
